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everybody's changing. at 2:55 PM
seperti biasa, gw ga pernah suka hari minggu. segaknya beberapa minggu terakhir. bukan karna hari minggu itu membosankan, dan bukan juga karna gw ga suka di rumah. justru sebaliknya. hari minggu berarti besok gw udah harus balik lagi ke kosan, balik lagi ke kampus, dan kembali stres mikirin danus. hahaha. seandainya duit bisa jatoh dari langit.
besides, gw emang lagi jenuh banget. yup. masih jenuh. entah knapa kali ini jenuhnya ga ilang2. hehehe. lagi males aja mikirin kuliah.. well, mungkin karna ada beberapa 'unfinished business' kali yaa. *brasa hantu ga sih gw punya unfinished business?* that's why I seem to lose my funny side in my writings. hh.
kamis kemaren oom tjupri, bokapnya dita, meninggal. he'd been sick for a few weeks. dan kemaren siang gw ngelayat sama si mamah, bareng tante annie, tante siska, sama buyung (hmm, sebaiknya gw jelasin dulu. jadi gw, dita, sama buyung, we were in an interchange programme with sweden from CISV, in july 2003, with 9 other kids. it was the best experience. so are the memories. that's why we (and also our families) are very close to each other). whoa. gw ga inget kapan terakhir kita pergi bareng2 kaya gitu. bahkan gw ga inget kapan terakhir gw ketemu buyung yang jelas2 tetangga gw. hehehe. and yesterday was kinda shocking. gw sama buyung sempet ngobrol2 lumayan banyak soalnya sebelom ke rumah duka kita makan dulu di pepper lunch PS (fyi, everything there tastes GOOD), and then I started to realize that he has actually changed quite a lot. he's grown up! wow. haha. dia yang dulu agak bikin gw ilfil karna kesotoyannya, sekarang somehow is pretty fun to talk to, bahkan buat hal2 yang serius. dan ga cuma buyung, dita juga udah beda (atau mungkin karna lagi sedih?). I had been preparing myself for her words, yang kadang --even always-- nyelekit, sampe sempet bikin gw malees bgt ketemu. tapi ternyata kemaren ga sama sekali! we had a pretty good time, walopun agak sedih dan agak krik2. hehe. and by the time I hugged her and went home, I realized that I missed her so much. I missed her, the others, and all the times we had together.
it's crazy how fast time flies. sometimes we don't even realize how much things have changed.
anyway, gw baru nonton in her shoes. lucu juga filmnya.. mengharukan. hehe. gw sempet berkaca2 gitu nontonnya. this is something that keeps making me wonder. I never cried while watching a movie. not until several months ago. weird, huh? see, everybody's changing.
and this is my favourite part:
I carry your heart with me. I carry it in my heart. I am never without it. Anywhere I go, you go, my dear. And whatever is done by only me, is your doing, my darling. I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet. I want no world. For beautiful, you are my world... my true. Here is the deepest secret no one knows. Here is the root of the root And the bud of the bud. And the sky of the sky of a tree called life Which grows higher than the soul can hope Or mine can hide. It's the wonder that's keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart.
-EE Cunnings-
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Disa Aditi Raissaputri Tannos. 18 November 1988. Belum tahu apa maunya, selain belajar lima bahasa,
menulis sastra, menghibur orang dengan nada, dan keliling dunia. Suka mengamati pengamen dan anak jalanan. Suka berteman, tapi pembosan.
Paling tidak suka dikekang. Bermasalah dalam mengatur apapun yang bisa diatur. (semoga) Sebentar lagi jadi sarjana.
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